Second child, not second place

Parenting two (or more!) children can feel like you're fighting a battle on multiple fronts. If you're facing a baby needing a feed one way you find your rear literally exposed when your toddler pulls down your leggings. There's vomit on your western front and a mountain of washing on your right flank.


There's no doubt that things are different second time round. You always want to do the very best for your children and when you have just one it's easier to spend time prepping a variety of homemade purées, attending baby massage classes and poring over baby books to check on the next developmental milestones.


It's just not possible to always do those things when you have two children. You're cooking for a whole family now, you've got jobs to do, nursery pick ups and activities to plan. Baby massage and sing and sign aren't appropriate for boisterous and loud toddlers needing to blow off steam and you have learnt by now that there's no set timetable for hitting milestones.

But being different second time round isn't necessarily a bad thing.

It's always going to be tough knowing that you can't be there exclusively for either of your children but you can take heart also knowing that they have each other.

You've been there, done it and have the reward for successful newborn parenting right in front of you. Albeit in the form of a toddler whose adorable moments only marginally outweigh the temper tantrums. This time round you know to trust your instincts, to enjoy the time you have when they're little.


You have the pure joy of watching your children play together. There will be arguments, there will be snatching, there will be shouting but there will also be laughing, giggling, dancing and cuddling. It will melt your heart.

It's hard feeling like you never have enough. You don't have enough time to dedicate exclusively to each child, you don't have enough arms to catch one child as they tumble down the stairs because your arms are full of the other child is already crying.

But, cliched as it sounds, you have plenty of love. The one thing your children need you to provide above everything else.


I remember feeling when Lily was born that I could never love another in the same way again. Ollie proved me wrong and proves me wrong over and over again.

I may not complete his baby book (although, to be fair, I never kept up with Lily's either) but I am his second loudest cheerleader when he walks, talks and does something new (Lily is the loudest). I'm more relaxed about how I do things, less stressed and more confident. He doesn't attend classes but I don't need someone to teach me how to massage my baby, or remind me of the words and actions to nursery rhymes.

Sure, he doesn't have my undivided attention like Lily did at his age but really? I don't think he needs it. I don't think Lily needed it although it was nice while it lasted. I do treasure the memories of Ollie's first months when I was on maternity and Lily attended nursery two days a week, those two days were just for us - and unlike with Lily, I was able to just relax and snuggle. I wasn't rushing out to classes to stimulate him and help him learn. I didn't need to take him for weekly weigh-ins with the health visitor, regained his birth weight within a few days and I didn't have to worry. And the times when I'm exhausted and retreat to the loo for five minutes? I know that nine times out of ten, Lily and Ollie will be playing happily together.


I'm pretty sure your second child won't notice any difference in how much you love them. Instead, they'll benefit from your experience and from having an older sibling to look up to and learn from. They'll benefit not only from being loved by parents and family, but by a big brother or sister. They're second only because they were born after, it's not a race. There is no second place.

3 Little Buttons

ethannevelyn

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8 comments

  1. Funny enough, I was thinking about that the other day. What will it be when we have a second one?I give my baby 200% attention but I was a bit worried about next. Your post just reminded me that it doesn't matter because I will love all my children equally.
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  2. This is gorgeous. Aspen was my entire world and just before she turned 3 April came into our world, seeing my 2 girls together was the best thing ever!!!! And I still feel that way with them, at 12 and 9 they are super close and always laughing, we also have 6 year old Adam and the 3 of them actually get on amazingly and their bond is so wonderful. I have plenty of love for all 3 even if I don't have the same amount of time. #fabFriday

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  3. It is definitely different for the second and subsequent children, they have some advantages of a big sibling to follow but never have the same one to one time. They do however have all the same love which is most important. #fabfridaypost

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  4. Oh yes, its so different second time around. I think about it quite a bit around how to not distinguish between my two and hopefully lead them into an adulthood without any hangups, I'm not sure how well I do but I try!:)

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  5. I really do love this so much. Currently, I only have my one, but the thought has crossed my mind at what things will be like when we decide to try for another one. Your children truly are adorable, and you can tell how loved they are. Great post! <3 #FabFridayPost

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  6. What a fab post, I hadn't thought about a second child feeling second place, but that is probably because we only have the one. I think that a second child would possibly be in a slightly better position as you have all the know how from number 1, and they will have a buddy from the moment they arrive. Lovely. Thank you for linking up to the #DreamTeam

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  7. I totally agree, no 2 so benefits from having an older sibling. They just know and learn stuff without you even realising. It's really wonderful watching siblings play together, a beautiful relationship. Thanks for sharing and linking up with us # FabFridayPost

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  8. My heart just melted. I love your piece. You have written it so beautifully. I have been meaning to write something like this about about my kids too, but I think you have just written it for me. Thank you so much for linking up with us on #FabFridayPost xx

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